But vilifying those we love always detaches us from them a little

"She had just left, enraged. She hated him now. That broken promise at their rendezvous seemed to her an insult, and she sought yet more reasons to separate from him: he was incapable of heroism, he was weak, ordinary, softer than a woman, and also greedy and timid.
Then, growing calmer, she came to see that she had probably disparaged him unjustly. But vilifying those we love always detaches us from them a little. We should not touch our idols: their gliding will remain on our hands."
Madame Bovary

You are saying all the right words

"Nobody loves you like I do"

"He had heard these things said to him so often that for him there was nothing original about them. Emma was like any other of his mistresses, and the charm of novelty slipping off gradually like a peace of clothing revealed in his nakedness the eternal monotony of passion which always assumes the same form and uses the same languages. He could not perceive, this man of such broad experiences, the difference in feelings that might underlay similarities of expression."

-Madam Bovary

What do you think is wrong with North America?

Obedience, fear of liability, PR and media to name a few.

one danger is that usually when people try to raise against one type of discrimination or unfairness, gradually they create some sort of discrimination or prejudice themselves.

Book Review

The Trial by Franz Kafka
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

The Trial is the story of a man arrested and prosecuted by a remote inaccessible authority for an unknown reason. I have heard that the story might get inspiration from what happened to Otto Gross a psychoanalyst and the only child of Hans Gross father of the science of criminology. Otto Gross who had was tried and incarcerated at the behest of his father without him knowing exactly why he was being arrested.
There is no law nor justice in The Trial, it is just unorganized excessively layered of people and interactions, bureaucracy and records that establish an imaginary hierarchy of power.
The ones in power have gone all the way into every aspects of people's lives, they occupy their bedrooms and turn it into courthouses. They take people's wives if they wanted to and people who have become chronically sad, numb and weak are incapable of doing anything. The so called justice has exhausted them.
Power wants you weak. It wants you to bend on your knees and kiss his ass. That is what the ones in power sadistically enjoy from being powerful.

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اما در مورد ماری وضع به شکل دیگری است. به طور حتم از "افت هنری" و بدبختی که دچار آن شده‎ام، بسیار محنت‎زده و دلگیر خواهد شد. در حالی که خودم چنین احساسی ندارم. هیچ کس در این دنیا، چون در بطن موقعیت خاص انسان دیگر قرار ندارد، نمی‎تواند احساس صحیح و درستی درباره بدی یا خوبی مسئله‎ای داشته باشد، حالا خواه این مسئله به خوشبختی و بدبختی، به عشق و یا "افت هنری" ارتباط داشته باشد. واقعیت امر این است که هر فردی همواره به نوعی خارج از وضعیت و شرایط انسانی دیگر قرار دارد. برای من اصلا مهم نیست که در سالن‎های بدبو و تاریک، در برابر خانم‎های کاتولیک خانه‎دار و یا پرستارهای پروتستان...

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در سابقه ام یار عیان است

- I started therapy again.
+ Why?
- to break up with you.